I'm a Cougar; having an affair with a married man?

Ok, my title is a bit misleading but...........

Text conversation btw me and "Antonio"

Antonio: Making sure ur number is still working....

A: Dere's something about u dat catches my eyes....

A: Can I ask u a honest question?

Tigeress: Sorry, been on the highway. Decided to go to Church. So what's the question?

A: Lol...thot it was ur DNA (Do Not Answer) thing...lol...I knw am a pain (which i love to be cause am attracted to u). But I hope I don't make u feel uncomfortable?

A: I mean am always gon be me which will bug u anytime but i want to make sure i doesn't sacre u away....

T: Nope doesnt bother me. As long as pple don't get d wrong impression. But i really don't entertain married men i.e. i'm not friedns wit dem for obvious reasons.

A: I dont mean any harm and i knw my boundaries, i knw u get jumpy wen i get too close....i respect dat....i'll still be a pain but wouldn't give u any problem.

A: Trust me i also dnt want ppls saying things dat r not...

A: But i do love ur smile, personality, and character...so i cant help it- being attracted to u cause of dat....but most of my characters is meant to put a smile on ur face and nothing else....so i respect ur opinion.

T: LOL@ being jumpy. Nice to know there won't be any problems :-)

A: Not at all madam....:)

T: U definitley make me laugh. Anyway i had better start praying- it's kuku night vigil............

Okay...........so why can't I have an eligible single bloke telling me they love my smile, my personality, and character? [Dante, kilode? Cos u've never said sweet somethings/nothings to me. lol!! Maybe it's becos u've never seen me in person.] Anywayz, these married men meeehhhnnn!! And this guy is cute!!! He's got nice eyes. And YES i do stiffen up when he gets too close to me or flirts with me. And folks (his cousins/family friends/brother) around just laugh at me. I don't get it- don't they realize that there's a part of him not joking? I myself laugh at myself when i avoid him or kinda shrink and mentally disappear when he starts his.........when he starts taking the piss. And i will admit, flirting comes natural for me [and no, not the touching type of flirt- u dirty minded bloggers. But the flirting of giggling, batting my eye lashes, flattering, cracking witty comments to make the person laugh, etc]- so it's hard for me not to- especially when the dude is cute. And i'm proud of myself that i don't. Hehehehehe! But why is it an unavailable man noticing..................?
Ladies, flee from married men o. They are trouble!! Do not think you can never be charmed into dating one. FLEE, i take God beg you.

So my fellow bloggers, pray for me o that they don't arrest me for checking out a 23yr old boy. A 23 yr old Igbo boy for that matter. The boy wey suppose dey call me aunty. LOL!! Dude is mature for his age sha..... Definitely has more sense that a lot of guys close to my age. So "Kelechi" comes to my Church. I kinda noticed he had a thing for me (which doesn't bother me) but as soon as i noticed- i nipped that shii in the bud- QUICK QUICK. Me ko ba mi! Olurun maje!! Tufiakwa!!! Wetin i wan take 23 yr old do- even if he's mature. No matter how mature- he can never be mature enof. Thats almost bloody 7years!!!! Anyway, I sat where the ushers sit (he's an usher btw), so he just casually sat next to me as soon as he entered with full body contact- arm to arm, leg to leg. See dis boy- alakoba!! And for some sick reason my body felt................i don;t know how to explain but it was doing one kind, one kind. And NOOOOOO i wasn't turned on (naughty bloggers). Actually, i know what it was- it was the fact that at that moment i forgot his age and my natural instict kicked in and i actually enjoyed the body contact. U see, me i no bi le-le. It is not in d blood. E don tey naow since person don le (if u dont understand, sorry, nndo, pele). Me i told him to back off o- i won't lie. I think dude got the message cos he just smiled and kept his distance thru out the service, as in he didn't even sit in the same area. hehehehehe. Shame on me, nah? LOL!!!! Before police comes to arrest me........checking the boy's VERY nice ass out. God help me- me and asses.